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Wall of Heaven
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Submitted on: Dec 10, 2004 - 08:20:29 AM
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Description Another in my series dedicated to audioizing the poetry of Tobin James Mueller. From his award-winning collection "Falling Past Love." Tobin makes an appearance playing a duet with himself on Indian Flute. I use it like a herald announcing the opening of heaven, symbolizing the birth of love. But it is unrequited love, or at least love without reciprocal commitment, and a sense of disorientation soon envelopes me. But sometimes faith is all you have to grab on to, a sense of possibility and the courage to walk into the hell of loving. To find what we need. (Text by TJM, slightly edited by me. Artwork: The Birth of Adam and Eve.)

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there are no hand holds on the wall of heaven
nothing to grasp, nothing but my own descent

and i ask

the gossamer cord, anchored like a tendon
to the muscles of my reaching, as it
slides through these hands before they know to close
and i realize, suddenly, how motionless i am beneath the sky

i ask if

standing still drenched in communal sweat
and the sweet smell of your saliva,
my mouth smiling your smile, remembering
the feel of it beneath me

this union, i ask if you know it too

and the chill of wind cuts through my clothing
waiting for a reply, waiting, as
density replaces being
in each repeated silence

from the spasms of no reply
i’m pushed, like a newborn,
into a world i cannot envision
past the dream of it

and i ask

beneath the single light of the lamp
dull and humming in the pre-morn
grey as pavement and twice as lifeless
i ask myself instead to fly

beyond answers

here, with nothing to grasp,
with no map to lead me back within the wall of you

© 2004 Tobin james Mueller

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	TobinMueller said 1491 days ago
	Unexpected Wow. Would not have expected this interpretation. The music is like a second voice, sometimes competing, just as separate emotions do inside. Again, you've breathed new life into it with your own personal insights. Goose bumps. Excellent mix.

	Del said 1491 days ago
	Unexpected Thanks for everything. Glad to susprise.

_nderscore said 1491 days ago

emotive
i would love this just for the music alone, but the vocals
take it twice as far. excellent work on the intonation of the
poem. the range of the emotional scale totally makes it for
me-it's nice that things don't revolve around only the
sweetest emotions-the full breadth of life is captured
instead

the timing at the end of the 4th verse didin't seem to
mesh.. i expected the musical silence to occur at the same
time you said 'silence', instead of the music running on a
bit further-then again, maybe your play on that
expectation was the point

i'm a little confused about who handled which part. did
tobin do all of the music, or just the flute pieces? the
music was fabulous! however you guys did it, it really
came off very well

	said 1490 days ago
	Perfect unison of poetic lyrics, voice, and musical accompaniment. The music draws me into each word as you speak. [ Also because of your incredible vocal presence.] I believe you could read the phone book and make it compelling. Bravo!

	said 1488 days ago
	Great Presentation! Incredible art, poetry, and vocal delivery. Thanks for sharing.

	Stun Nutz said 1488 days ago
	An absorbing journey Nice variety in the music... the tension filled middle section gave more power to the pretty beginning and ending. I was pulled into the poetry by your commanding voice. Loved it!

Cameron said 1487 days ago

a journey
Tobin's lyrics and your voice were both very compelling;
an excellent combination.

There was great variety in the music, almost too much so
(for me, anyway). But actually, it did fit the
heightened emotional content of the lyrics.

I admire you for your inventiveness and expressiveness,
and obviously strong connection you have with these
evocative lyrics.

I truly enjoyed the ending section of music the best. Were
you going for some sort of resolution to the earlier
intensity? It almost seemed like a separate piece.

Your voice is exceptionally resonant, and your reading did
justice to the poem.

mulletsrock said 1486 days ago

Powerful text
This is a powerful and multi-layered text. Readying it before hearing it, I thought of it as a hopeful love poem written by someone who was willing to risk emptiness to try and find something to fill him up; someone with patience to wait for his lover to see him with the eyes of a partner. That the walls of heaven were seen from the inside, like being in a huge well, and that staying in heaven was the trick, thr tough part, not the getting into heaven. But this reading gave me a new perspective. I think the atonal strings come in too earlier, impinge too long; other than that: masterful.

	daphna said 1485 days ago
	very deep and powerful poetry. I like the musical arrangement too.

	said 1485 days ago
	Powerful This is a magnificent performance. It has such clarity and immediacy that I feel like I am taking it in in person, live, in a small auditorium in a large metro art center. Quite evocative in both the lyrics and the musical wrapper. Mystical and corporeal. The gods sweat and heave along with the poet. Each realm fulfills the other's needs.

	Scorpjammer said 1482 days ago
	Shades of... the great broadcaster, John Facenda. You have a natural gift. With Tobin behind you, can't go wrong. Move over James Earl Jones!

	Peter Greenstone said 1433 days ago
	very nice I heard this a while back and thought I'd commented on it, but I guess I didn't. So, having come across it a second time I thought I'd chime in. This a great piece of storytelling. Your voice, the sounds, the music, all sound great, each playing its part just right. Very well done collaboration.

	thetiler said 1371 days ago
	great I love this. What I like the most really is the word "Instead To Fly". I think that is a lesson that I take with me, or at least try. Great pic. Nice voice Del. Of course Tobin's talents seems measureless. Thanks so much for sharing this.

	EdensEve said 1360 days ago
	So many layers Such powerful words. I could drown in your voice. And then the words come, so layered with meanings, making me think and stunning me from thinking. This I need (and want) to listen to again. Unique, moving, exceptional.

bronco said 1338 days ago

Goosebumps
I admit I usually listen to things on this board by category
or whether the person is someone I have heard before and
liked. As a result, I had cut myself off from some really
special stuff. Like,as I would imagine, a lot of songwriters
do, I started off writing poetry(or at least what my very
young self said was poetry). This my friends is the real
thing combined with excellent music to raise goosebumps
on the place deep inside the soul which says there is more
than this and I can get there if I only try!

	aiol said 637 days ago
	such a surprise wow. beyond answers, yes...

	Del said 1491 days ago
	emotive Yes, Tobin just did the flutes.

	Del said 1302 days ago
	Perfect unison of Thank you. I always dreamed (as fan of Italian opera) of someone yelling Bravo in my directioon. Very satisying to read your comments. You made my day.

	Del said 1302 days ago
	An absorbing journey Thank you. I was afraid the middle lasted too long, but your comments give me confidence that my first intuition was right, that it reflected what was happening inside me even before I knew it was happening. Many times, that is the way it works. I appreciate your thoughts.

	Del said 1396 days ago
	a journey I worried about the differences in the music, if it would seem more like a collection of sounds than an evolving backing. In the end, I decided the abruptness was kind of neat and that I had to come back to the main them or it was out of balance. But I know what you mean.

	Del said 1392 days ago
	Powerful text I really like that you thought about this before/during/after. I agree with you about all of it. Thank you for taking the time to think and then, more importantly, rethink.

	Del said 1396 days ago
	Powerful Wow. Thanks for letting this get under your skin. This is my favorite comment ever. You make me want to do more!

	Del said 1396 days ago
	Shades of... You're right about having the right people behind you. Barry White was my main vocal hero, and Sinatra (who I can't touch).

	Del said 1396 days ago
	very nice It is also very nice that you took the time to listen again. Thanks. I listen to your stuff more than once too. You're one of the more creative minds on the site.

	Del said 1302 days ago
	So many layers Thank you. I always think many listenings helps find the subtleties each of us spends so much time fine tuning. It is really nice to know you take the time to do this.

	Del said 1302 days ago
	Goosebumps Thank you. That is why I wanted to make Tobin's poetry audioly available, because it gave me goosebumps too when I first read it. And when I read it again. Thanks for trying out a different category of stuff.

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